It’s not enough.
I need more.
Nothing seems to satisfy.
I don’t want it.
I just need it.
To breathe, to feel, to know I’m alive.

faiz. 22. new england patriots. dir en grey. music and random thoughts. trying to work a lot of stuff out.

30th September 2014

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30th September 2014

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humansofnewyork:

"I think all the pressure that I put on myself has been paralyzing. When I graduated from high school, a lot of people wrote in my yearbook: ‘You’re going to do great things,’ or ‘I know you’re going to make it big.’ I realized recently that with all the time I spent trying to figure out what my ‘big thing’ was going to be, I passed over a lot of small things that could have really added up. The moment I became content with taking small steps, I started moving forward again."
(Mexico City, Mexico)

humansofnewyork:

"I think all the pressure that I put on myself has been paralyzing. When I graduated from high school, a lot of people wrote in my yearbook: ‘You’re going to do great things,’ or ‘I know you’re going to make it big.’ I realized recently that with all the time I spent trying to figure out what my ‘big thing’ was going to be, I passed over a lot of small things that could have really added up. The moment I became content with taking small steps, I started moving forward again."

(Mexico City, Mexico)

30th September 2014

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Anonymous said: I was too busy applying my palm to my face the entire game so could you please tell me based on what you saw what you think they were trying to do without dobson and thompkins?

patspropaganda:

This was just the first of the Patriots mistakes and it really played into the Chiefs gameplan I think. KC stacked the box and showed zero respect for the Patriots having either a “deep threat” or the ability of the Pats offensive line to give Brady any kind of time to hit anyone deep.

The All-22 will give a better look at it, but the Pats need Rob Gronkowski very badly right now and he just isn’t the same player yet. As I said this offseason, Gronk is in a tough spot. Year 1 after an ACL tear is notoriously difficult. Gronk just can’t threaten the seam of a defense or block like he once did… yet.

They need Dobson almost as much and I have no idea what’s going on. Whether he’s stinking in practice or they just like LaFell better, but it’s the same old problem and teams will continue to load the box and short zones until the Patriots prove they can throw the ball farther than seven yards.

i feel like after last night’s game, WHY NOT have Dobson and Thompkins out there? It can’t be much worst than it was last night right? There were a few passes that Brady attempted for Edelman that might’ve been better suited for Dobson (the deep ball) or Thompkins (sideline passes)

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30th September 2014

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all the years of shittiness and regular season meaninglessness has caught up. can’t just let this one go, not with the bengals next week.

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28th September 2014

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I’m so tired I can’t sleep

28th September 2014

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is it okay if i just think out loud here?

28th September 2014

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i just want to overdose on something. in some way shape or form.

28th September 2014

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if they’re good enough for arnie, they’re good enough for me

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28th September 2014

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listening to bugaboo respira, i feel like kyo is standing right behind me singing in my ear. i can feel his breath on my neck…..i’m pretty terrified. it’s only a matter of time before he goes bonkers and starts screaming like a rabid chipmunk.

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28th September 2014

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this is what happens when you go mainstream: your music ends up on spotify where people can easily enjoy it. greatly, greatly, enjoy it.

this is what happens when you go mainstream: your music ends up on spotify where people can easily enjoy it. greatly, greatly, enjoy it.

28th September 2014

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expensive headphones and uroboros remastered. all i need now is fine wine.

26th September 2014

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humansofnewyork:

"When I first met her, she was dating another guy. He didn’t like me talking to her, so he waited for me outside of class one day and beat me up. But I didn’t give up on her. I started biking and swimming and learning to box. I got skinnier than you are. Then the next time I saw him, he came over to me and said: ‘You want another round?’ And I said: ‘This will be the last round!’ Then I knocked him out in two punches."
(Mexico City, Mexico)

humansofnewyork:

"When I first met her, she was dating another guy. He didn’t like me talking to her, so he waited for me outside of class one day and beat me up. But I didn’t give up on her. I started biking and swimming and learning to box. I got skinnier than you are. Then the next time I saw him, he came over to me and said: ‘You want another round?’ And I said: ‘This will be the last round!’ Then I knocked him out in two punches."

(Mexico City, Mexico)

25th September 2014

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the law says that I can’t act upon my hatred of you, but it doesn’t forbid me from hating you.

25th September 2014

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one doesn’t simply just listen elisabeth addict once

25th September 2014

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pajamaben:

*gets abducted by aliens* thank you. you have no idea how much i hated living on that planet

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